Live with no regrets

Change.

2010-11-20T09:42:00.000-08:00

New Life.
New School.
New Experiences.
Old Memories.

Well now for complains!:
I find that I have become more selfish now.
I am easily affected.( though i choose to hide it)
I am unable to protect and make the ones I care about happy. =(
I have not improved and i seem to be further away from my goal!
Tonnes of project work!
I dont like autocad because im not good at it.
Mst is coming ==
Find out what I really want fast!

Alrite thats quiet abit of self realisation and GENERALLY (not all the time) how until a few weeks ago. Well I still miss my old pals and buddies, haha at least we'll meet up soon! AMOS is coming back. =)

Now this is a pretty long post for my first post in a long while, I might consider posting more, but i think the next would most likely be after the MSTs.

Programmes after O's!

2009-11-13T07:26:00.000-08:00

Wow today is the last paper! XD Well that is one of the good news. LOL. the bad news is the MCQ i had 5 wrg... dang...

Oh wells, did what i did soo no turning back. Today was great went to pay for prom heart ache... 60 dollars can do a lot of stuff T_T...Den went homes... to Dota with les, boh and koh. After that I went out with my buddy frens XD!!! Went to Watch 2012 in orchard dam nice!!! But the trip was long =.= Wa.. my breath was sucked out of me... during the moive dam exciting and thrilling. Yet it holds a deep meaning... after the moive i had a different insight about life, how feeble and fragile it is... I guess i really have to cherish all my loved ones ard me when i have the chance... Hais... Overall.... the moive was great! Recommendation Must watch!!!

After the moive headed towards SAKURA for dinner! Wa another 30 Dollars... heart pain pain...
LOL. O well, the weird thing is I seem to be losing appetite these days... weird.. Although I had my frens ard me but its jus weird... feels as if something is missing.. Arhhh! darn it Who cares... LOL.. Ate Sushi, lamb chop, fried food and drank lots of green TEA! Wahahahas!

Alrite Tmr I will be even busier... afternoon programme with the guys and evening programme with family... wow .... fully booked. Hahas, though something feels weird but i cant seem to know wad but my life feels great now! And after the moive I gained new insight... alrite shall stop here time to play COM!!!!!

1 More towards the end

2009-11-10T04:10:00.001-08:00

Alrights, my blog is practically dead.... well... who cares...I would say i vry glad tat O lvls are finally ending. So far the papers were ok and friday will b my last paper. Cant wait to b totally free of exams. Well, i must say that for 3 months i have not touched my com, I feel blessed to be able to play on it again... Phew, like what they say its when one is near death, only then he can feel fully alive. Hahas. Within these 3 months alot has happened and it has somehow affected me in one way or another. So I would like to thank ALL OF MY FRENS for sticking ard with me and encourage me sometimes consoling me of the irresversible events. I guess it was my fualt, well i guess its too late for that. After all, i have done all i can do and say all i can say. Yea so to my dear FRENS thanks for being ard me in my time of need especially Chas. Yea... Thanks.

Alrite... hahas. Playing with les, boh and koh DOTA ler! Whoooo! LOL. ok... lame, but after a long time it feels fun again! XD By the way there are some pretty nice songs out there, its really sad tat i am not able to play it out in my playlist. Hahas...Well that reminds me my taste for music has changed... I don't noe why, probably i have changed...lol. Always who cares....as long as I enjoy it. Tats wad matters most =D. kk enough talk.

Btw the songs that i recommend: Good girls go bad, Sexy bitch, Chew me up and spit me out, Love drunk, Remedy, New town(by little boots i am not sure if this is the rite name though)Finally, Live like we're Dying...

feeling Restless

2009-08-13T06:52:00.000-07:00

Okay... its being Uber long since i last updated my blog... its almost dead now. A basic summary of my Prelim results. They sux. I know that nothing is an excuse for me to do badly. So feeling kinda demoralised, disappointed, indignant.... wadeva... In fact I know i will not do well, and when i recieve my results, i looked at them and thought, hey these are not my results! I am capable of much more! Gosh! I dont want this kinda thing to happen to me for O lvls. Basically, feeling stressed about studies now. But I must focus and make sure that I put the nxt following months into good use. Right now, I am feeling vry restless. On the verge of breaking down... And I feel screwed and also kind of angry as i din really do much work tonite.

Ok... erm ppl have been saying wadeva me being top in band three... But... ok first of all, no offense to those that said that to me. Frankly speaking Somehow i dun feel good when i hear that, in fact i feel much worried...I mean the other bands are doin so much better and well i look at my own results and theirs. Mine is just a mere faction of it. I guess it makes me feel Shyty. Ok la some ppl might scold me basket for this, but this is honestly how i feel. So i have actually gone through much thought. Wad are the difference between me and them? The work load? The carefulness? Luck? I guess i can say i am not a person dependent on luck. Lady luck just has something against me i guess. hahas.But i dun believe in luck. Okay when i got back the math paper. when i start doin it again, I realise i noe how to solve them. They were actually solved quite easily.

So did something happened during the exam? Wadeva it is... I dun want it to happen for Os...Ok I really need to clear my thoughts and think straight... Alrite, for the nest few weeks i am goin to make sure that no blunders come into my way or become a future pain for my exams.

BUT THE IRRITATING THING NOW IS I CANT CONCENTRATE! FEELING SO RESTLESS! Moreover I din do much today....ARG!!

Whats the next step?

2009-07-03T08:43:00.000-07:00

People say one crafts the future by making choices, well, for me I don't know waht my choices are. Amaths mid year was seriously screwed, I totally feel no confidence for thapaper. Chem, I felt slightly better than amaths. Conclusion, this week is totaly screwed... I feel so fustrated... o my worst man... I hate tis. I hate myself... Whats the purpose of my existence? O well... taht not impt... next week is goin to be my chinese O lvls oral. I feel so lost man, I dunno whats the nxt step? What am I suppose to do? I wish I only knew...But i know i have lost myself tonite, my mind is out of shape now.
I hope tmr wil be better, I feel so weak, so helpless. I really want to do well for chinese man...I hope i will be able to start planning the oral content tmr. Hopefully, my clouded min would be cleared.
A few things i realise about humans. Humans are weak... they are ingrates... O well, i cant deny the fact that i am one of them too. These are not important now, I am gonna do well ! Nothing is impt now, Focus!

O lvl Over!!!! sigh of relief

2009-06-02T06:08:00.000-07:00

Alright man! Chinese O lvl is finally over!!!! Wa finally feel more alive again. Hmmm...the paper was ok. Paper 1, gong han screw up a little, but paper 2 is quite ok. I hope i can get at least an A2 if not the best would be A1.
After the O lvl exam, went back home to dota with frens! LOL. Erm....after that ard 5pm I went out to meet the 4 guys to go sakura... Pathetic number... Zzz...the others either SICK, study for O lvl, handphone spoil, lazy or emo. Yea...quite disappointed with some of them, not all.
Den out of the blue Chua JL went mssing... =.= wth.. man. No handphone really ar... can die. Especially if u are suppose to meet up at orchard.... well, at least he manage to contact us. Hahas. Yea, after that went o sakura to eat... But i felt that the previous sakura enviroment was nicer. There kinda dark, O wells, hu cares! Ate from 7pm-9pm. Hahas. Den went homes, and ofcus while eating we had some MANS Talk. LOL. Ok tats all for monday.

Tuesday! back to school!

Sian....Chinese O lvl jus finish den need to go back sch nxt day to study again.... Ok la... But at least not as stress as last time. English was kinda... erm...boring...=X
After went mac to buy a burger for breakfast, den went to chem lesson. Chem was ok ba...Zzz, I hav a lot of catching up to do... spent too much time on chinese for the past 2 weeks forgt some stuff ler. Den the topics taught during those few weeks, I olso feel kinda shaky... Will find time to catch up... Went to eat lunch after that... Had some talk again... den went home. =D
Hais....tmr got wad SS time piece.... Sian.... do SBQ again. Finding humans getting boring. Everytime practice only. O while... Time to read SS again.

Chinese O level!

2009-05-31T06:09:00.000-07:00

O my gosh....In just a few more hours I am goin to take my Chinese O lvl exam! Soo... nervous.... arh! Sian... Tmr the exam will be held in the hall, which is not in favour to me...I dun like the tense atmosphere which everyone sits around me... Moreover the gaps in between the tables are sooo big! Omg....The space, the invigilators, the paper.... what a handful... I really pray,beg,hope that tmr's paper 1 topic would be some sort similar to those which I have prepared!
for paper 2, I am not that worried, cus nothing much I can do to prepare myself. I am revising the notes for paper 1 topics now... *sigh* Yosh! A1 target here I come! I think I would be thinking about the format, 俗语，过渡句，内容，in my sleep. Hope I wont forget. Arg.... stressed, nervous, fear, insercurity is building up inside. But they can nvr push over my will. Ok enugh talk. Back to revising now.

Time to let go.

2009-05-22T21:04:00.000-07:00

After next week, it'll be time for my first O lvl's exam.

I want to do it once and do it well. But now, I don't know what is going on with me...There are so many distracing thoughts and insecurity revolving around in my head. I really just want to forget and focus now. Sometimes I really wished that I don't think too much. I fed up with tis. I want to forget it. Its time to let go of every other thing. Chinese is the most important thing now, I dun wan to care about anything anymore.

I need to find peace.

Fed up feeling

2009-05-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

Dam...Tmr gonna hav physics SPA and SS mid year...Zzz I kinda hate humanities now. I use to like it quite a lot. Ever since i came to sec 4, i find it to be dreadful. Chem, I feel kinda shaky on the new topic on exo and endo reactions. Hais... This week suxs. Having mid years this week, yet it does not feel like it.

I am kinda lost now, gtting fed up, its mid years and yet i dun feel as if it is. Every subject examination is in shambles. Wth... Gonna take amath exams next term. I hate this race with time. No can ever out run its stamina. I feel so lost now.... I dun feel confident. Seriously, I hate tis... Rushing for time, everything is so disorganised.

I think something is wrg with tis world. Gonna take chinese O lvls in about 20+ days. i hate the insecurity.

8th may!

2009-05-07T07:36:00.000-07:00

Hihi! Today was the usual tiring day, going through the same lessons over and over again. Dang... Next week will be an even busier week...mid year exams for us. Omg man... haven prepare yet. Somemre got SPA! Sian i think i kinda screwed my recent chem one. Zzz. Sian... hais... Today went to lot one after sch, to buy leslie goh present...hahas. Its dam easy to buy him a present since he lacks so many essentials like wallet, pencil case, water bottle etc.

Wa sian... tmr morning will be the boring lessons again...i rather do revision and practices on my own. And pls Chua Boon Hoo must come tmr! Need to ask him about amaths exams! Other band say postpone! Only E-maths! Zzz E-maths sux! A-math Rox! O well... still need to do well.

Woohooo kinda looking forward to tmr's event! Gonna go out with CO frens! XD. Hahas. Hmm, wonder if i would enjoy tmr's concert....

Stepping Down...

2009-04-29T06:53:00.000-07:00

Today... was as usual... a really tired day... But tomorrow maybe my last. I just hope tomorrow goes according to plan... And yea have been putting in lesser effort these few week due to too much concentration on CCA. I still remember the times which I felt CCA and projects to be tiring and draining. Sometimes I dreaded that feeling. But now... thinking back again... I wun be doing any of that any more... It'll be a stop for me tmr.

I guess the things I will really miss most will be Working With DAVE, MIN XUAN, HONG XIU, DEON and CAI ER... But Cai err not tat much la.. =X same class... Hais...It'll be UBER Rare if we ever get to sit down again in the future for chats. Yea... Joanne too...She has helped me quite a lot back then when I really needed help.

Tmr will be out last day... Our last performance... Our last stand.... It may very well be our last time to experience the stage again. I want it to be the best. Hahas... It really feels unreal. i somehow fear that I might tear... But like what dave said, "Ture man are not afraid of showing how they really feel." hahas! For juniors who might be reading this... Mayb at some point of time in the future u mayb feeling the same...

Tearing tmr... Well... lets hope I can cope with my emotions... if not...hahas. It'll be a really good show for the juniors tmr. Nanyang gals perfoamance and SYF, an experience to be rmberd for life. Hais... wun talk much more ler....Alright plenty of homework left to be completed. Dang I dun think I will be able to finish.

So if teachers, u happen to read this pls excuse performing arts students for jus this week! That will be very appreciated. =D

Breaking Down

2009-04-24T07:02:00.000-07:00

I am tired.... I am soo tired... I dont noe what is happening to me. What is this??? Why do I have these thoughts? Why do I think soo much? Why must I be so considerate? I hate it man... I hate this feeling... I hate being such a person... I wan to erase this part away from me. If not I think I will go crazy... I don't noe why I even allow this to happen in the first place... I really need time alone. I really need the peace for now...But I can only hope I get it.

I dont noe why I cared...

My days are numbered ~ MTING!

2009-04-23T04:25:00.000-07:00

We finally went through the SYF. I felt that, we really did very well, though we did not achieve our target. But life is soo... it likes to play tricks on us everytime. I am very confident that our standard was definitely capable of getting what we wanted. Maybe its just that the others were even better~ there are countless reasons. But since we did our best... we shall carry on with no regrets. Our only hope is to carry on and passs down the work to capable people wishing for the best. We will prevail. I hope after being through so much with the sec 3s they would learn a thing or two abt stuff. I am flawed, i am not a perfect leader, but I strive to do what is the best for everyone. Even if it means, if i have to be disapproved by fellow mates. I did do it... well sometimes it went really bad. I mean I hope that thorugh the past scoldings, naggings, quarrels people will undestand that I dun do it for myself. Finally.... My days in my CCA are numbered. I have spent many wonderful times with my group and many bad as well. But in the end it is what everyone has learned which is important. Some people may disagree with me... But mayb in time u will be able to understand how I feel.
I am not a perfect leader, in fact I still have many things I have to improve on... but through my days... I feel I have learned some very valuble lessons and I have made many monderful memories with my friends. That is wat is important to me.
For now... things will soon be passed on to the new batch, I hope they do well and maybe even better than us. I was ignorant when I started my job, now I think I have a much better understanding of what a leader really is. To me, its not about the fame, its not about power, its not about the glory. Its about doing what is right, its sacrificing ones time for something bigger, its about maturity, its about relations. This is my opinion of what a leader shld do and shld have.

[If any juniors read this rmb, if u are chosen, take on the job, excel further =D.]

O yea. One more thing. Rmb me. hahas.

For now~ MT MUGGING@!!!! ARH!

hahas.. my blog has been quite dead....

2009-04-15T06:50:00.001-07:00

My blog is half dead now. So i mus liven it up with one post. hahas. Ok...nothing musch to say though, the things I wanna say cant be said here =X. Mayb Change to private? Hmm... considering but kinda lazy... O well. Back to my homework again. Constantly thinking....

I am so Flawed...

2009-04-08T06:37:00.000-07:00

Wow... Time really flies... Its April now. A few more days to Syf and in a few months Time O Lvl's. Time is not on my side. =[ So many things I need to do. So many things I want to do. I feel like wearing a mask now.

Mayb one like this? hahas...

Weekends

2009-03-29T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hais... Weekends are totally boring. Sat was a plain gaming day for me. Din do what I was suppose to do. posponed it actually. It was a non- productive day. Sunday.... woke up and went to XQ hse with Leslie to study. So today was some sort more productive. Hais... its sunday night and i am trying to finish my ebglish and history hw now. Nothing much. =.= Boring days of a bored guy.

Wished that life was not so complicated and dull.

Tue Midnite

2009-03-24T09:29:00.000-07:00

Chionging SS. Still haven finish my Chinese too =.=

Saturaday...

2009-03-22T06:05:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 10.30 in the morning on that day. Wake up call by Chas. well I owe him one sooooo I did him a favour =X. Well met at cause way point, saw jason first den the *EHEM* well and some other ppl too. Watched Mall COP. Went to LJS to eat lunch. Jason went off. Left with Tom, Chas and me. Well some other ppl too. Went on to laser quest! O.O this is the fun part! LoL. First time playing such a game...Not bad... I like the suit makes me feel kinda cool! O.O hahas! Cruise and Chas was in my team... Well it was really fun though. I tot we had a chance of winning. Guess what? Our total score was 400+ while the other team was 900+ WTH? Thats when I found out tat Cruise contributed 96 points and Chas.... well 56. LOL! As for me I got 308 points. O.O Zai sial! hahas! Yea it was ok... Arh tonnes of hw for Sunday...

Sunday

Sianzzzz.... Woke up at 1pm! WTH???? I nvr wake that late???? Recieve an sms from leslie to do work at 2.30. Well met up with him, jehiel and kenneth at 2.30. Did part of our work and went home... Zzz nth much to post abt today.

Dam today is the last day of my so called hoiliday! Din really feel like one. Hasi..... Typical school day tomorrow. I reaally wanted to enjoy it to the full extent. But i guess that quite impossible for a Sec 4. *Sigh* Too bad...

INSOMNIA

2009-03-19T09:10:00.000-07:00

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love

But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush

Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up

When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl

I know Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time, you'll change your mind

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more

Oh i stay up til you're next to me

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah Feels like insomnia ah ah,

Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love

You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust

And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us

But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know) Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah),
Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep

Cause it feels like I've fallen for you It's getting way too deep

And i know that it's love because I can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah,Feels like insomnia ah ah Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Burnt out

2009-03-19T07:49:00.000-07:00

Today was kinda like a typical day to me. Went to sch at 11 for physics. Did the experiments. Went to Mac with Leslie, Wilson and Chas and after our everyday mundane meal we met up with Aziz to L4D. Zzz kinda sick of that place, dam no life sial. Went back home finally finish my amaths lers.Still have english, emaths and chem to do. Hais... guess I will have to do it on SAt den. LOL! I guess that means no going out for me! Hahas *implying something* And guess wad>? Thanks to TOM I am Broke! Zzz.... That time in soul garden he just walked in! wth... HE JUS SAT DOWN and expects to eat! WTF??? Den asked him to pay up. He jus gave me that handsome face and said "why?" ARG!!!! Somtimes he really grates my nerves man. Looking for trouble. Afterwards he says that he has only $7. O.o Sooo I lent him money. Hais... His a nice guy jus tat he like to do stupid stuff.... And he likes looking for trouble. =.=

Men can never outrun the truth no matter how hard one tries, it'll juust huant you like an apparation from within.

Quiz!

2009-03-18T09:24:00.000-07:00

You Are An ISTJ

The Duty FulfillerYou are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done.You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knitting.Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you.You are conservative and down-to-earth. You hardly ever do anything crazy.In love, you are loyal and honest. If you commit yourself to someone, then you're fully committed. For you, love is something that happens naturally. And you don't need romantic gestures to feel loved.At work, you remember details well and are happy to take on any responsibility.You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer.How you see yourself: Decisive, stable, and dependableWhen other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, conservative, and egotistical

You Would Be a Crafty Superhero

You are naturally curious and even a bit of a snoop. You like to have dirt on everyone - both enemies and friends.You need a lot of freedom in your life. You like to do your own thing, and you don't fit into any normal mold.You understand people quite well and often know what others are thinking. Because of this, you can get people to do what you want.You tend to feel apart from the rest of the world. You don't really fit in, and you don't try to!You are a true intellectual. You are thirsty for knowledge, and you are curious about the world.

Wed

2009-03-18T08:26:00.001-07:00

Went for CCA again today. Hais... Wake up early in the morning man....Zzz. Sleepy.
I am really proud of my juniors today, they practiced themselves while I was away having SPA. Moreover there weren't any seniors to overlook them. Yea tats what I like being disciplined doing the right things at the right time. So keep it up man! =X Hope to see more of this.

I realised something. I am stupid! Lol. Hahas. I tend not to realise things which are alrdy there. Its not becus I am not observant, but because I merely dun want to accept it. Learning stuff.... Somehow I feel some of the lessons are being taught over and over again. I just need to accept it.
Hais..... soooo many things to do in sooooo little time.... Amaths, Emaths, English, Chem and Chinese... ARG!

Worries

2009-03-17T08:57:00.000-07:00

Just thought of something..... I HAVE TONES OF UNDONE HOMEWORK!!! Wth...
Zzz... I'll find time...Dam...Hate this feeling of leaving things UNDONE!

Siol garden

2009-03-17T08:46:00.000-07:00

Hehe.... Went for chem early in the morning today. Wa... Chemistry lesson is getting tougher. Need to work harder ler. Hahas. After chemistry lesson Chas, Plae boy, Ah Huat, Tom, Aziz[O.O], Di hao and me went to SIOL to eat. Hahas! Jehiel wanted to join us.... But sadly...he has to stay with his CCA. Awwww... If not surely dam shiok de... Wa eat until like mad.... Den after Tom came to join us... As expected he did stupid stuff. The thing which nvr fails to amaze me is his hunger. Dam he ate a whole plate of Beef! Wth! Well ppl would say... hahas. Anyone can do that. True but the food on the plate well after looking you would have second thoughts. Its like a beef swamp! Cold soup and beef stacked onto it... HE ate it all O.O *Claps*

Ok took some interesting pictures... will upload ltr.
Guess what I ate like mad man....While someone is twiging with his handphone.... hahas! Well ate tooooo much stomach ache. More of stich or something, laugh like mad.... hahas! move abit pain ler. Oww. T_T. Den ok ler. Went to happy plae =X. Chas plaed his first L4d! Whoooo! L4D rocks!

Well tmr will be another day.... Chem lesson and Eng lesson. Hais.... I want EL, hmmmm in fact OEL is nicer =X. LOL. Nvm... Whole day CCA for me =.= hahas.

Friday the 13th

2009-03-13T08:39:00.000-07:00

Guess what? Its friday the 13th.

Well this friday the 13th was not as bad as the one before. The on before was totally screwed. Got back my report card today. Well, my grades aren't any beter than i expected. One stupid C in my grade. Dam it. Then the others....hais....Felt that i could have done better

I want to scream my troubles out.
But would anyone hear?
I want to express my feelings.
But will they be accepted?
I don't want this feeling.
But I can't throw it away.

You affect me alot. Both good and bad.

Hurting all over

2009-03-12T06:27:00.000-07:00

Sports day yesterday was well one of the better ones out of all the others. Participated in helping to lead cheers... Wow..I realised how difficult it was...O.o And one word to describe wednesday man... HECTIC. After Sports day left my frens who are going to Sakae to swim. Partially cus i wanted company and I olso need a shower *P-ewW* Stinked. Ayea after that proceeded on to CCA. Co was well.... quite, and I went through some thinking. Well after Co, XJ and Peisi went home, while Dave, HX and me went for a jog near jason's hse. I totally forgt the name of the place. Darn. dam bad at remembering names of places. Jogged ard stop ler thx to the stiches. Wad an eventful[ hope i used it correctly] day. First got myself dried in the unrelenting sun and I went to soaked myself in chlorinated water, after so went for a jog. O yea not forgtting to mention the number of push ups I did cus of a game I played with the guys.

Today... not a bad day... Muscles ach like mad. Nearly could not wake up today.... OW...Hmmm went to Boh's hse today after eating with the guys. Went to MC in lame game. =X Hahas, I sux at that game though. LOL. And Ow my chest muscles are hurting like mad...back too... mus be the push ups.... Tmr... Well I think the following few days would be as tiring as compared to this... March holidays= March mugging week for the Sec 4s. Tooo bad for us.... hais....

Jk's day Tmr

2009-03-10T04:10:00.000-07:00

Today I got back my CA physics, CA Chem. I also roughly noe my CA Chinese and Maths ler. Zzz.... well, only Chem was not as good as i expected... only a 2... well for physics olso not up to my expectation though its a 1.... For maths.... hahas. Emaths is gonna sux, but amaths I think I will mos probably gt a 2...

As for Chinese... hahas....Deprove like mad... though i dunno the result. I find chinese more and more annoying, the subject is very plain and boring. For english... Well I must say i am being to enjoy Miss Lum's classes. Hahas. Though my english is not any better. Got back one of my compre today. Totally Suxed! LOL. The compo test was quite ok, though.... I could not churn up a better story, and I din really use any of my phrases which I prepared.

O and speaking of english... I dun think i did tooo bad well at least I think soo....

Tmr! Sports Day! WHOOOO! No lessons! Pray that it wun rain... otherwise I think its gonna Sux.

Hmmm still thinking if I should go CO to help or not. On one hand is my fren's L4d and sakae, while on the other hand is planning and well mayb some fun? Hmmmm..... Still thinking.

Quite tempted to go with frens though... =X
But cannot disappoint my Co mates! Grrrs.

hahas. Mos likely going Co ba....=]

Kenneth B'dae

2009-03-03T05:50:00.000-08:00

All the PEEPS! That Attended the party! WOOHOOO! XD

4/7 o9 GUYS Photo! Sian No 4/7 Gals..... T_T Wa liao....

Wa Liao... That YJ... Stupid leh! Grrs make me need to protect myself. LOL. Stupid guy. I think he became Gay. hahas!That YJ attacked me! Ow! Violent guy! Grrs... Nxt time no GF den he noe... LOL. Hahas! Btw anyone noticed a U shape being formed!? Hahas! Minimum point!

Conclusion of the party. It was vry fun and wow look at the cool rifles we bought him! O.O Yea... But Nxt time More food shld be supplied! Hahahas!

Regret

2009-02-26T05:13:00.000-08:00

Everything is Screwed ...

Dam man...

Its was a mistake...

I was a mistake from the very beginning...

Feeling restless and tired now.

Message to all ~[ Don't try to infer you dont' know me]

Alone~Is, Was, Will be

2009-02-20T07:55:00.000-08:00

Haiz... My private life is really gone man... Guess wad another china cousin came to Singapore and he will be living with me.... dam my private life is really gone man. Before tat there was alrdy one, tat was still okay cus still not much difference. Okay...mayb not much is not the rite word, it did brought my life some difference.... And now my life is going to chg again. Well mayb tis thoughts are self centred....But i jus can help it. It used to be me alone, I guess nth is permanent. Nothing is everlasting. NOTHING! Soooo yea... kinda sian diao...My home is gonna be really crowded now. Really irritating too. Cus my cousin is P3. I think.

Nvm... life is so... Tmr gonna go Kenneth's Bdae party. Morning meeting up with Leslie 2 L4D. Time to pull of the rose which roots have sink sooo deeply into me. The blue rose will be stained red, red with my blood.

hahas! for guys out there dun think too much... Not gonna hurt myslf or anything. Not dumb enugh to do so...

A song of memories.

2009-02-18T06:08:00.000-08:00

Today well.... You could say it was actually a better day. =]

No probs, nothing much happened. Just that I feel freaking tired...Tmr will hav SS retest... Dun feel like going... I got an 8/13 suxy.... Too tired to study. Just wanna rest. Jus as I was resting the other day, I came across this particular song. This is quite an old song named 'Bad day'. Use to hear it during secondary 3 whenever I was really down, and it brought back many memories. Although some might be considered bad during tat period, but as time moves along perspective of people on stuff change. Hahas. I found this memories to b quite amusing. Some well din really change.

But my points is this song went through alot with me, whenever I am down during tat period I would always hear this song. And after the whole song, well I would feel much better. =] The fimiliar rythme, tune, of the song whatever u call them, would just jogs these memories back to the surface now and then. =D

Now I dont hear it as much.... wahahas got new song!

SPA Day

2009-02-16T02:54:00.000-08:00

Tmr is a big day...... O lvl SPA! OMG! Scared man.... Pray hard man... Hope I don't see things...=.=

Must work hard! Later go practice Playing pretend! LOL? Haiz... Cant get things off my chest... =.= Well I did Chas's Tests YTD.... The conclusion was... well... Kind of expected...So tat was the rationale...Cheh! Nvm... LOL! =X. No one would probably noe what I am talking about. Wahahas! O.O

Chas if you happen to see this jus keep it to ourselves. =X
Dun tag it out...

Ok guys for those that are taking SPA like me... Good luck! =] Same goes for me.

V Day with friends.

2009-02-14T04:59:00.000-08:00

Today was a great day. In the morning, went out with ***, yongjie and leslie, we went to L4D in the same lan we always went. Plaed it for quite a few hours, ard 3 I think... O.o I getting good at that game and I din die when we plaed the campagin! wow. hahas... L4D is cool, its like resident evil and u get to shoot those zombie and see their limbs get torn apart. Well time seem to pass real quick when we are having fun...

Soon it was 12, so i went on to meet jason, dihao, chasper and Chi ming. Due 2 some reason kenneth was not able to come, sad sial... haiz... Feeling idignant for him. We went on to Cathy or some Big movie shooping centre in orchard. We watched the moive VALKYRIE. Some WW2 show about adolf hitler and his regiem during tat period of time. The moive was based on a ture story and I was impressed tat some righteous german officials stood up against hitler. Well they porceeded on with wat they call operation VALKYRIE against hitler. Well I am not gonna spoil the show. But histroy students obviously knew tat hitler committed suscide when he lost...so... yea since its based on a true story the ending would not be any different. So the ending of operation VALKYRIE is obvious...

There was this man call Staffenburg or smth. He fought for wad was right, he fought for wad was human and he fought for his concience. He was all prepared for the consequences... What a man.
Well Tom cruise played him...so yea he was quite gd looking. LOL. But its a total mistake if any1 were to bring the GF to watch tat =.=.... Its quite disgusting, some of the parts. And it is not really an ideal movie to watch on tat particular day with your other half.

Hahas. Since we are free men, we watched how a free man fought for his true country. =X. lol
I'll rate it 7/10 for tat movie.

Speaking of rating.... Wahahahas! While we are on our way home we did some research and rated the gals... lol! Shhh.....Learnt some secrets to O.O Yea and I mean we really rated them, almost all i think. All the ones we knew ofcuz. Wahahahas...but if any1 wants to noe how we rate them...Well I would not say it cus its confidential. =X

The black friday of 13th

2009-02-14T04:16:00.000-08:00

Wa seriously man... I don't noe why we even got into an arguement becoz of cca. I don't have passion, my only drive is responsibility, welfare and friendship. A major part of it comes from friendship but now... becus of an arguement a relationship got hurt. I don't want this kinda thing to happen... friendship contributes to a major part of my motivation and now I am hurting myself and my own motivation.

I jus want to get my message across, those msgs which i have repeated myself so many times... any1 could have gotten angry over it. I admit I have gone over board with how i conveyed the msg but, the thing now is my own friends/batchmates aren't even helping me.I dun c where I went wrg if I intended to strictly tell them where they went wrg...I noe tat u hav ur reasons and I have mine. The only way to work them out is to compromise. I olso see ur reasons, I understand them. But when i want to work things out with u, u dun take me seriously... mayb its becus r are olso angry. Hey but I have feelings too. All of us just want to do wads best for our cca, so why dont we work it out together, rather than having divided opinions?

V day tribute. LOL

2009-02-12T05:47:00.001-08:00

Valentine's Day lyrics

My insides all turned to ash, so slow

And blew away as I collapsed, so cold

A black wind took them away, from sight

And now the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer

Looking so dissatisfied

But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

I used to be my own protection, but not now

Cause my path has lost direction,somehow

A black wind took you away, from sight

And now the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer

Looking so dissatisfied

And the ground below grew colder

As they put you down inside

But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now you're gone, and I was wrong

I never knew what it was like, to be alone

On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day

On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day

On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(I used to be my own protection, but not now)

On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)

On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(I used to be my own protection, but not now)

On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)

Debate?

2009-02-09T04:38:00.000-08:00

Ok nothing much happened in school today, still the boring and mundane routine. The only thing which I found interesting was the conversation with Loy Zhan Fei, Kenneth and Chas after all our sup lessons. We went to a coffee shop situated at the back of teck whye market, bought our lunch and started chatting... Or u could say that it was more of a debate. Hahas!

Started of talking about some emotionaless gal. Which I beg to differ, lol, Chas was the one and only person which felt his way, while kenneth, loy and me thought otherwise. Hahas, after sometime, we manage to concluded. Well I think so..... LOL, moreover lots of crap came up. Den suddenly Turn back O.O wow, hahas, saw 4/8 peeps and 1 dunno xtra de 4/7 =X. LOL, no offence.

Den Kenneth and Chas started to talk about 2 gals which I totally had no idea of.....=.= Or at least I could not rmb. Suddenly Loy Zhan Fei started to act up, O.O 4/7 peeps may think of some stuff wen reading this line. LOL. Dun stray ur thoughts, anyway, sat there for awhile, den they all say we talk tooo loud behind peeps can hear! Den very pai seh. hahahas!

OK.... I forgot the reason or factor but we started Debating about the prefects.... O.O. Chas and Zhan fei spoke their points of view while kenneth and I rebutted them. Not sure about the conclusion for tat though..... =.=

Den bustop, Den home sweet home.......=D

A joke? maybe...

2009-02-08T01:51:00.000-08:00

Well it has been a long time since I blogged again. [ hmmmm..... tend to use this sentence more and more often]

Well, been feeling much better since the last time I blogged. The thing now is after learning something from someone, I was like paralsyed with shock? O.O Well, that something, obviously made me think to do for that it was a joke. Well I still think it is. But the thing is wherethe if that something is true. I know what I need now. [Study!]

A friend told me that I will know what to do when the time comes? hahas. I am not sure but I trust that person. LOL!

This made me confirm what I really want.[Study!] LoL, no la.... besides that, many many more! Some now cannot say =X.

Hmmmm..... tmr have physics test! hmmm I'll start studying, heard tat it was not easy. Arh! LoL.

Weakness is a SIn

2009-01-30T06:38:00.000-08:00

Dam... Seriously...I feel like a weakling...
Feels like the old me is gone.
The new me is pissing me off.
I feel weak and inferior in every way. DAM. I becoming a loser... I losing my pervious self, drowning in despair and failure. Help?

Zzz.Why am I becoming so?

Something which I will and can figure out for myself.

Few days in a ROW

2009-01-27T03:57:00.000-08:00

Friday:

I cant rmber much, Well At least i rmbered the Important stuff. =X
SO after school I went to SAKE SUSHI with my frens, the guys that went along with me were Chasper,Kenneth, Leslie, Jehiel, Dihao, Jason and Jia Lun. We decided the celebrate CNY eve's eve by eating sushi! When I also Learnt something naughty from Kenneth. Bad boy. Anyway the sushi there was dam filling. I expected myself to eat more, but I could not. And same here Jehiel, CHA WA MU SHI sux! Dam it was pretty stinky. I left it there for a quite sometime, and chow down those SHU SHI. Hahas! When we were too full to continue eationg we played Stupid camp games. Stayed there for quite long. After soo.... Les and Boh came my hse to MAPLE... =.=/// Stupid.... I saw PQ for the first time in my like man... o.o Okay, nvm i'll spare the details.

Saturday:

Well I wen gym with kenneth and leslie in the morning. Gymed for a while they want go watch red cliff 2, okay not bad la the show. I'll rate it 7/10. Hahas the sad thing was i alrdy noe wad was goin to happen, borrow arrows from cao cao, den zhou yu[i think] use fire to brun his bloodly good for nth boats. And u noe wad? Cao Cao was quite a good leader, I mus say his good at boosting morale. Well all fart no shyt, they still lost due to his arrogance. I would mos prob rate it 8 if i din noe the stroy line... hahas but some of the parts were different though O.O

okay afternoon I had smth on.... so cant attend ANE steamboat.

Sunday:

Hmmm..... I forgot wad i did on sunday...dam it.

Monday:

Go visit relatives and collect ang pao! Zzz tis year one dam small.... Stupid recession. Dam U!
And u noe wad? my Cousin got herself a cute little puppy! RUFUS! or was it LUCAS. O well they sound the same to me. Zzz I gonna wait for those pics man! The DOG SO CUTE! But... it peed on my cousin's piano rag! LOL! EEE DIRTY! DEn run towards me! I dunno still got pee or not sial...It came on my legs. O.O Well lucky i dun c any pee... At least tats wad i saw.

Tuesday:

Dam it.... CNY tis year seem to pass sooo fast! Zzz times is accelerating la! Its pace is getting faster and faster... Den tmr still got wad eng test, chem test. Plenty of HW. O well..... Tats sec 4 for u...Darn... I wish i was so smart with a blink of an eye I noe everything ler den all my HW all done ler. Being fast and smart at the same time. OO
haiz....

CONCLUSION: Find resolve!

2009-01-18T07:35:00.000-08:00

Its been quite sometime since I last blogged. Well can't help it tough busy busy busy, addding on to that i would be either too lazy or exhausted to bother about that. Life is soo boring, going through the same routine again and again. I feel that time is speeding past by, soon it'll be my "O" Levels. Haiz... really missed Amos, whenever we go recess ar, it feels as is something is missing. Zzz... haiyo... sickening la.Tons of homework AND NYaa.Speaking of that Stupid booklet, it grates my nerves man. Grrs, waste my time. Seriously, I hav problems writing on the service section man... Wat am i suppose to write when i dun hav 15 hrs of CIP in 3 consecutive months? Dam it... I guess I ask the others tmr. Nothing much to post about today or the day before. Life has been mundane, dull and boring.

Ytd-Campus Super Star

2009-01-13T01:29:00.000-08:00

Shuai ges???? Erm not excatly but the guy beside me can be considered rite?

LOL! Leslie funny face ar? =.=

Big Board!O.O

Looking else where.... hmmmm.... All i know is down there dam noisy.

A picture speaks a thousand words... Slowly listen to them ba!

Unlucky day/ Mood affected

2009-01-10T08:46:00.000-08:00

Today was a total waste OF time???? Totally regretted on how I spent my day today...

Before I get on to that, I am goin to talk about friday... Seriously there are jus some people that hav this sickening attitude, I cannot stand. Wth. If u want to mock what we say during meeting, fine den dun come nxt time! The reason we hav this meeting is not becuz we find it fun nagging at you? We are not sadists ok? And how many times have we said no usage of handphone? SYF is jus around the corner? If u guys dun want to work hard it is seriously your problem, becuz seniors wont be there after end of April. Wake up man, seriously how much time do we have left? From now on, I am not going to give in, from now on I will take action. There is seriously no point in talking anymore.

Today, total wastage of time man. Wasted 5 hours of my time loitering in plaza and lot 1? Will at least later part I got some fun when I went to play risk in Chasper's house. Sry of todays short post but what I said in the previous paragraph affected my mood.

Start of school, 2009

2009-01-02T08:22:00.000-08:00

Haiz... 2009 is here in a blink of an eye. School reopened today, I was not looking forward to it though. This yaer would be a very tough year, because I will have to juggle with school work and CCA. This year is different from the previous ones, I wont be able to slack that much, in fact I think from today onwards I wun be able to. It will be a test for myself both physically and mentally. As usual went macing with CO frens after CCA, however today I felt as if I shared tooo much. Talked alot about my past. LOL. Basically just crapped around. O well. What I can say for myself is I dun get angered easliy, I dun bare grudges, however its hard to forget.

ASTRO PICS

2008-12-28T08:33:00.000-08:00

Well this are some of the pics taken during the camp!

For guys it will be an eye opener! O.O Lots of candies for your eyes to feast on! LOL

For girls....well not alot la. LOL! But rmb u will always have me! =X[can't believe I actually tot of tat]

Everybody DANCE now!-http://s371.photobucket.com/albums/oo152/ANEXIV/Day%201/

Remix!-http://s371.photobucket.com/albums/oo152/ANEXIV/Day%202/

Lets break it down now-http://s371.photobucket.com/albums/oo152/ANEXIV/Day%203/

Astro Camp!

2008-12-23T07:41:00.001-08:00

ASTRO 1:

Okay day1. Hahas. Everything was quite alright. I thought Would be going to CCA though but in the end. The Co astro camp people PS me.... So no choice got to go early in the morining with my class buddies! Amos and Chasper. Well everything rock la. The ice breaking games were like SOOO FUN! LOL! It was then I saw Willy hung! Wa dam funny man! The way he talks and the way he acts. Reminds me of some kind of moron la! No offence to morons out there. LOL. [anyway 1 that gets offended is a moron! Incase no1 notices] Anyway IMAO whenever it was will hung turn for the game la! Okay so THE PPL tat PS me. Wahahas! U all missed out on this comical side of ASTRO camp. After ICe breaking, we went for our lunch, which consists of dired curry, hard rice, and a chicken drumlet which totally ruins ones appetite. But I did not expect much either! LOL. Camp food will always be camp food. Okay after lunch we went to do our flag TARZANITE FLAG! Whoots! The Flag was like totally awesome! Looks like solar flares and ice stroms streaming out of the globe! Dam cool! Okay we had some lectures on Suns and moons and galaxies afterwards. Learnt about alot of stuff. I mean there SOOOO many galaxies in the univerese. Eliptical, irregular, Spiral. but we our solar system is one which mades up a mere partical of it. Imagine! The are like so many stars and galaxies in the world. the chances of having life on another solar system would be vry high. If you were too think properly. There are sooooooo many stars in the universes. So the chances of having another solar system would also increase. Moreover if there were to be high chances of having many solar systems what are the chances of having another planet which supports life? In addition if there were to be other life forms on these planets. There is a very high chance of them being similar to us. They could even be smarter or more advance us. The chances are seriously out of scale. When I think of this, I would wonder, who am I? Aren't i jus a nobody if the are so many billions or even trillions of life forms out there? In what way am I significant? Shit.... wandering of topic. Okay this is basically my thoughts after going to the camp. After lectures we went for cheers and skit bring storming. After so we proceede on to have our dinner. Dinner was SOOOO much better than lunch! Ate 2 servings =X. When dinner is done we went on for our night activities, which is called ANGELS AND DEVILS. WHich is some sort similar to block catching. However the places we could hid are like along the corridors and the chances of not being spotted is slim till the impossible. =.=. Devils are basically the catchers which atke ur light stick= life from u. Angels are holy beings which grant u life. However I did not spot any angel at all throught out the game. But there were obvious overcrowding of devils. LOL. Okay played till damn late. Cant rmb till what time, mayb 4? yea ard there. Then went back to our bunks to get some rest. Seriously man my bio clock is like telling me, " Hey WT#! are u still doing up?" lol. [ trying to make it comical and easy to understand] I could not walk properly lo, felt like speeling in the carpark la. LOL. O YAR! SHARKS! I nearly forgot about the grouping. Amos, Chasper and I had this two really pretty gals in our GRP. Hahas. My buddies are going crazy about them la. I am the only sane soul which is not. LoL! Hahas did not really talk to them ba. Din care. =X

ASTRO 2:

Ya day TWO! WHOOTS! Erm ate breakfast! Afterwards proceede on to the games. One of the games required us to be blind folded. Then Ya the objesctive of the game is to get to the eng of the course to rescuse barney from the instructors. The thing is when i reached the end of the course." Commands" given to me were to strech out my hand to grab barney. Yea i did what i was told i reached out trying to feel something. Then I felt a neck on my left arm. I was baffled how come the instructor so short. Suddenly i heard, " OI! OI! CHA BO! Dun move ur hands down!" I was totally shocked la when i heard this. I quickly remove my hands which were on her shoulder. When I removed the blind fold. I realize it was indeed a girl, and it was a pretty girl too XD! =X. I probably should have said sry but we were in a rush so no choice. YA SO TO the PRETTY INSTRUCTOR- I hope I did not offend u or anything. Cuz I did not noe it was a girl who was standing infront of me. And It was a relief that the person shouted to me, if not I could have been worse. I think it was one of the male instructors. Thx! O ya! TO pretty girl's BF if she has any- Erm sorry for doing that. I was seriously all an accident I hope you will understand and not come find me =X. LOL! hahas. Okay we went o play butter hill later on. Quite un but damn sick la. Covered in Oil and Butter, I think i could have deep fry myself with the amount of Oil and butter on my body la.LOL. Then wash up! THEN DINNER! Then scary movies were played to scare each one of us before we got paired up with one of the gals for the nite walk later on. YEA the moives were more sick to scary if u ask me. LOL! ya lo ya lo. So I got paired up with a gal from hua yi, name called Rei Ting, which happens to be of the same age as me. Hahas. Erm quite a nice person. Had fun with her during the nite walk. The first few attemps of the instructors which were out there to us prevailed. Actually i was not really scared =X. LOL. Hahas! I found it vry fun! So ya Rei Ting ot scared for the first few scares. Afterwards it got alot better for her. Hahas. WE chatted and ya finally the nite walk ended. But guess what? it was alrdy Morining 5.30+? wth? I was wondering what would become of those people in lecture room? DID they have the chance to walk with a girl? LOL! Well I not sure la. But all I noe is 1 of the guys from my grouped chickened out from the walk????? WTH? Gal nvr Chicken out u Chicken out? Zzzz. I shall not name names. =X. Ok. Well we went back to our bunk. We played poker and went to slp.

ASTRO 3:

OKay day 3! AWWW! Final day! NOOO! Well WE prepared for our skit and cheer! LOL! Wahahas! Shiok I played the CCK trademark rythm! ROFL! MAKE EVERY1 CLAP! WHOOTS! SHIOK AR! Den watch other group the skit! LOL! I found ONIX skit the funniest! A qoute " WA KUA BUAY TIO BLUTO!" FROM THE grandfather. That skit was seriously LOL, ROFL , IMAO la. But sad they din win best skit. Den for our skit..... zzz screw up abit la.LOL. not as funny as other grp de. Same for the Cheers. DEN break camp! SHIOK man! One of the best camps I have been too. I jus wish we would have more time to slp. then will hav more energy to hyper on day 2 and 3. Day 1 mus slp la. Day 2 dun need! lol
Alot alot of stuff happened, meet people i dun like here olso. But Overall it rox! Hope taht nxt time can go again! C more pretty girls, make mre frens, bond more with old frens, Most impTLY have fun!

SENTOSA WITH BANGS

2008-12-18T07:56:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone! Today was not bad! Not bad at all, my friends and I went to Sentosa... ahahas

Okay... lets start from Lunch! Hahas! Well my friends and I went to some coffee shop near Vivo? I ordered my favourite... BA KUT TEH! MUhaha! It was delicious! The soup was steamy hot and when I took the first sip. Flavours burst into my mouth. Its was sweet and yet peppery.... wahahas! just like how a bowl of BA KUT TEH shld b! SHiok ar! I finished it within only a few minitues. I craved for more... But after much thought... Nah I'll pass. LOL

All of us went to sentosa next! went to SILOSO BEACH! WHOOTS.... but guess what? It was alrdy 2.30.....=.= Kind of disappointed... As we wun have as much time to play as last time. SO all of US Bangs made use of the as "effectively" as we could! Wahahas! Chasper, Yong jie, jehiel and me, were in a BIG project of making a TOWER! WAHAH! COOL rite? But guess what?
Our Tower turned out to be a pyrimid....=.=But we had fun! after so all of us chat in the sea, Half nake? O.O So Sexy? whoots! I sure gals out there would be drooling....hehehe. Chatted for quite long about, life ,girls , recent events and the usual stuff.

At 5.30 all of us left sentosa....Awww..... only 3 hours of fun.... T_T. Well the gang decided to go BOTAK JONES 4 dinner! yea man!

ORDERED LARGE FISH AND CHIPS ALONG WITH AMOS & KENNETH. Whoots it was heavenly! The skin was so crispy yet the meat was so tender and fresh within! WOW! Plus when it goes with BOTAK JONES home made mayo! WHOOTS! Packs a Punch. O.O.

Well went home....The thing is i realise that no1 was gonna accompany me to ASTRO camp tmr! They can reach the camp at 2. But i cant.. hahas GL's advise! Somemre different grp....=.= sian ar...This means I wun b goin for CO! T_T NO!!!!!!!! O well, I'm sure the seniors are zai so no need worry ba. Leave things to them. Hahas! actually they shld me do stuff! I have been doin lots of work.. heavy work load. So mus relac to the max and take break =X

This post is abit tooo draggy... hahas!I was sian so i wanted to make it more discriptive and rich? wahahas.
=X
anyway thats all for sentosa

2008-12-16T06:39:00.000-08:00

Today was dull... I went for cca in the morning only to find out that most of the juniors either overselpt or got mix up with the timing.Well, but it was still ok lo. All the people that came, got to practice the songs we have to perform on friday. Speaking of friday, I would be havingmy astronomy camp on that day too. So I will be going for CO for only half a day.

Tomorrow! ERHU OUTING! Well I'm not sure why.... But I am not as enthu like last time we had erhu outing. Hahas. The good thing is that my juniors are looking forward to it. Hahas. So I will jus go. I miss cycling though. YEA thats what I am going to do! Cycle!

About Vietnam Trip

2008-12-12T03:10:00.000-08:00

In the bus! LOL on my way to Changi airport! stupid eugene yeo... obscene. Wahahas! some peeps like me closed our eyes! too bright!

In the Changi airport! 3/7 Gang photo! LOL

Vietnam airport! eeee no air con! zzz..... then sat on bus for the whole entire day....... stupid.... Ask the Dalat so far for what???

O.O CIP! wa! Sanding the swing with SAND PAPER! WOW! IS it even possible? Yea it is! Cause I did it.

Our new painted Swing! Nearly went out of paint! LOL

O yea! The camp fire done by the orphanage.... O.o The soot produced hurts the eyes.... OW!

The retarded BOH! LOL! HAHAS! His 'birthday!' and olso Dihao's 'birthday'

Group photo at orphanage

O MY WORST! WHAT IS DIHAO DOING! Hahahas! dun think tooo much! taking photo only! Cheh...

Hmmm..... My photo with her... or mayb its a him??? Not sure. O well....Dun care! hahas! I look good!

O its Stph and the gal or guy....lol
Hi guys! we'r from vietnam. They say.
WA SEH! LESLIE! ZAi KIA! WHOOTS! 4 Presents ar! Not bad. Not bad. U can be compared to the Cruisnator! LOL

Hmmm... Me taking a photo in front of a cruise ship! Whos taht weird person behind me with a tweez? hahahas! cant rmb!LOL
O..O the BOH and the NG sitting together? WA and he is not using da pao! OMG! Claps people!

Hmm... coool guys.... drinking coool drinks like mock tail..... wahahas... I have got swollen lips =[

LOL! weird photo of me on the cruise ship.

Hmmmm.... O hus that!???? ITs DIHAO BOND! 0037! SIOL LA! COOL SIOL! LOL. Thats actually my gun! can shoot u noe? Sad I can bring it back....awwww

Hmmm CHU CHI tunnel! COOOL! The place where the veitnams used to defeat the US troops during the civil war! WOW. Cool place to play hide-and-seek.
HAHAS! The gang buying hats!

Butter! the soft toys name! Cute! And i'm holding it! Its mine! XD

Group photo with Butter! Well not every1 is in it.....

Retrun from Vietnam

2008-12-06T22:06:00.001-08:00

Whoost! Vietnam was really awesome! Loads of cool stuff there. Its a place which holds really rich history and culture. I've felt that i have learnt quite alot from the trip, it was really beneficial. Well for now. I wont say too much.I guess I'll have to wait for dihao's pictures before I will start posting.First of all its cause I am kinda lazy but my main purpose is to give u guys a better idea of what I've been doing there.

Crap man...fallen sick... caught the FLU! No worries guys its not bird flu. LOL. hahas. For now I'll just be coughing and sneezing like mad.

Vietnam trip!

2008-11-29T09:08:00.000-08:00

Yea man! I am soooo EXCITED! 2 more hours to go! XD! VIETNAM HERE I CM! WHOOTS! =D

Mood swings....

2008-11-28T04:24:00.001-08:00

Today was a very tiring day... Nothing much happened today.Don't really feel like toking about CO. Well today was not really great. Busy day for me. Doing stuff simultaneously. Well it did not really have a good effect on my mood. Today when CO ended I kinda attitude some people... [Mood swing]. Feeling kinda guilty now.Apologise ler.Hope they understand.OK. later gonna dicuss CO stuff le. Wa n I still haven started packing yet. O well guess I will have to do it later. I really hope that nxt time when I have sudden mood swings I would be able to hold them back.

This weird feeling

2008-11-27T07:18:00.001-08:00

Hmm... I don't know why. Have you ever felt that you were lonely and insecure? Zzz this feeling sucks. I have no idea how or why but I am feeling that way now. Maybe I recalled some bad fragments of my life. I guess I'll jus have to vent it out.

Secondary school life was really tough. Now that I recalled. My secondary 1 lifef was a total screw up... outcasted by everyone. Where ever I went there would be insults being thrown at me.

Secondary 2 life was sligthly better I met a few friends, but they did not seem to understand me though...Well later part of my secondary 2 life, i actually became friends with the people that insulted me before. Hahas- Life surely is filled with irony.

Secondary 3 life- I went to a pure science class 3/7. Most of my friends made it through with me to that class, however we had to part with a few. Well people come and go. Thats life. In this new class I have most certainly made many new friends although i gave them a bad impression. Most of them said it was due to my "jade" specs. But my secondary 3 life was 1 filled with colours. It could be considered to be my "golden year". I became chairman of my CCA which means I now had an important responsibility I had to carry. It was not perfect but its was meaningful. I felt that this class was much more bonded together. sometimes I wonder why I feel this way. Was it becuz of the terrible years which i have spent eariler which made me appreciate? Or was it becuz it was really bonded and we understood each other.

There were two people whom I met during my 'golden year". They were people that I think are great and new friends which I've made. They stood by me through thick and thin and we had many good times togther. They were Chasper and Amos. Well Chasper taught me alot of stuff. He taught me that I should be confident in myself and that I should be proud of who I am. Another thing he taught me was that I should be more optimistic in the things I do.I was even called "emo king" at the earlier periods of this year because of my "wa liao eh" personality. Which i got from Leslie=X. The reason which I could learn all this and became friends with Chasper in the first place was actually because of a girl. Hahas. That was my first confession. =X. Its kind of funny when I look back at myself now.

The first impression I got when I spoke to Amos was that he was a very sensible person. His thoughts and reasoning are both very mature. Whenever I have problems I would turn to him.He would then either advise me or console me. One of the things I learn from him was that no matter what happens I should not worry or think too much. Because whats done is done and I can't turn back time to change it no matter how much I wished i could. So whoever has problems out there go have a chat with Amos. =D. I am sure u will feel much better.

So many things have happened and this is just a brief summary.
There are so many more things which I could talk about.
But I guess I will stop here.
Its feels weird that my secondary school could change so much in mere matter of months.
I feel much better now although i had some really bad experiences in ALL of this 3 years but I can feel that my life is getting better as I proceede.=]
I feel much better now.

Dead boring day

2008-11-27T01:14:00.000-08:00

Yo! Second post! Wahahas! Anyway, today was dead boring....

Went for extra english bridging.... sianz....haiyo, dam sian lor. Oops too much singlish.=D. I Went there and did some summary about pirates and all. Interesting passage though. I kind of liked it. I went there and highlighted all the points and guess what? After finishing my first draft. Times up! LOL. Hahas! Anyway Shiok man! Tomorrow is the last day of the extra bridging sessions. Phew...OK! Time for credits! Must really thank these people as they helped me complete my BLOG! Credits- Kenneth, Jehiel,Chasper. Thx people! Plus to my surprise. Mr kalmatos came by to correct my horrendous spelling. WOW! Smart siol! LOL. hahas.

Yea man! 2 more days and I will be flying off to Vietnam!I promised Fiona, Dian and Hong xiu to buy them souvenirs. So people that did not ask me to buy don't come asking "Hey why didn't to buy for me?" when I come back. LOL.

Ok, now for serious news. There will be CO tomorrow. So I guess I'll just have to hope that there wont be too much work for me.There will be vry little people coming tomorrow, cause of AEM courses and all. I guess it will be me doing the attendence then. And JASON if you are reading this remember to bring cabinet key!!!!! In addition I told my juniors to bring cloth tomorrow for cleaning up. I wonder if they will remember. O well we'll just have to wait and see tomorrow.

Have not packed my luggage yet. =X
O ya Reminder to vietnam grp members please remember to attend the meeting tomorrow at 10am.

Carefree CO

2008-11-26T03:57:00.000-08:00

Wow! hahas! Finally my blog? This is also a good way to improve english. I think.

Anyway Whoots! Co was carefree today! Nothing to worry, nothing to be stressed about. Nothing special happened today. Thats a good thing in some sense. =D. Today i went to CO early as usual. All I did was open the CO room and all. The usual routine. I practiced from my book for the first time in a long time.! WHOOTS!

Chatted with Min xuan about CO. We really very worried for CO peeps siol. they dun seem to see the importance of SYF. HAiz and from what I have heard. Mr Lee is going to go if we are not able to get a gold for nxt year! OMG! NO! I wont allow that to happen! Not when I am around! Juniors please practice hard! Please realise how important Mr Lee is! Well the seniors and the erhu instructors are doing what they can to help. But Juniors, the most effective way is to practice and motivate yourself.

Rmb, complete this work of art[the sec 1s will noe what I am refering to]. Never treat Erhu with sloppy attitude! If you do! By any means necessary, I will make you practice and stay back after CO for brain washing session! LOL! hahas. Joking. But I mean it when I said that you should not treat erhu with sloppy attitude. OK! enough lecture! Today's CO was great, Carefree and fun! It feels as though the old CO came back. I slowly begin to realize why my seniors put in so much effort! I was really impressed by Ken's batch[senior batch chairman]. I hope that CO can continue to work hard!
JIAYOU Juinors! =D
Find your drive and allow it to push you through...
First post! Long eh? XD There is more to come when I come back from Vietnam!